hello, i've waited here for you
everlong
tonight, i throw myself into
and out of the red
out of her head, she sang
come down, and waste away with me
down with me
slow, how you wanted it to be
i'm over my head
out of her head, she sang
breathe out so i can breathe you in
hold you in
and i wonder...
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing i'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when i say when
she said—
i don't care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday, i don't care about you
it's friday, i'm in love
monday, you can fall apart
tuesday, wednesday, break my heart
oh, thursday doesn't even start
it's friday, i'm in love
i don't care if monday's black
tuesday, wednesday, heart attack
thursday, never looking back
it's friday, i'm in love
monday, you can hold your head
tuesday, wednesday, stay in bed
or thursday, watch the walls instead
it's Friday, i'm in love
saturday, wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday, never hesitate
you can never get enough, enough of this stuff
it's friday, i'm in love
i look at you and suddenly
something in your eyes i see
soon begins bewitching me
it's that old devil moon
that you stole from the skies
it's that old devil moon in your eyes
you and your glance make this romance
too hot to handle
stars in the night, blazing their light
can't hold a candle
to your razzle-dazzle
you've got me flyin' high and wide
on a magic carpet ride
full of butterflies inside
wanna cry, wanna croon
wanna laugh like a loon
it's that old devil moon in your eyes
just when i think i'm
free as a dove
old devil moon
deep in your eyes
blinds me with love
her fight and fury's fiery
oh, but she looks
like sleep to the freezing
sweet and right and merciful
i'm all but washed
in the tide of her breathing
and it's worth it
it's divine
i have this some of the time
the way she shows me i'm hers and she's mine
open hand or closed fist would be fine
the blood is rare and as sweet as cherry wine
hydrogen in our veins, it cannot hold itself, our blood is burning
and the pressure in our bodies that echoes up above it is exploding
and our particles they're burning up because they yearn for each other
and although we stick together, it seems that we are stranging one another
feel it on me, love
feel it on me, love
feel it on me, love
see it on me, love
see it on me, love
see it on me, love
and atom to atom
oh, can you feel it on me, love?
and a pattern to pattern
oh, can you see it on me, love?
atom to atom
oh, what's the matter with me, love?
the static of your arms
it is the catalyst
on a chemical it burns
there is nothing but this
it's the purest element
but it's so volatile
an equation heaven sent
a drug for angels
hey— so cold!
hey— so cold!
hey— so cold!
hey—
down... down, down, down...
意中の瞬き火照りだあ (i’m obsessed with your blinking and it’s got me hot and bothered)
痛いなこの手にぐさりだあ (it hurts, the pain deep in my hands)
30 40 狂ったように (30 40 as if i’m crazy)
スマイルでね (i let out a smile)
穿つこの目で (with this pierced eye—)
絶えずその手で (without end, those hands—)
瞬きですら惜しいから (i don’t want to waste time blinking)
見えぬ姿で (the things you said in your unseeable form)
あらぬ素振りで (and with an unforeseen attitude)
放つ言葉で溢れて (made my tears overflow)
リンド リンド 愛を数えて (lindo, lindo, count up the love)
リンド リンド 耳障り (lindo, lindo, it's cacophonous)
リンド リンド きっと託して (lindo, lindo, surely entrust it to me)
リンド きっと バラバラバラララ (lindo, surely it’ll break into pieces, lalala)
L L LIFE ユーエンミー E E EYE 故に (L L LIFE you and me E E EYE due to it)
バッドグレイ 1つ バラバラバララ (the singular bad gray breaks into many pieces, lala)
K K KNIFE ユーエンミー E E EYE 既に (K K KNIFE you and me E E EYE it’s too late)
底知れば悪 (if you come to know of the bottom, it’s evil)
right from the start i knew
you'd set a fire in me
and i'd rather be sad with you
than anywhere away from you
and hey
i can't believe i captured your heart
if you're lonely, lonely, lonely; wake me
if you're lonely, lonely, lonely; wake me
if you're lonely, lonely, lonely; wake me
if you're lonely, lonely, lonely; wake me
and you look dreadful
when you jump to what you'll resort to
singing, "chance, we ain't gonna hurt you"
when there's fuck-all-else to do
you could eat the foam from the headrest
you could knock the wind out of my breath
you could kick the teeth into my head
there's no cause for concern
(i said there's no cause for—)
we could eat the foam from the headrest
(i said there's no cause for—)
you could suck the wind out of my breath
(i said there's no cause for—)
and you could kiss the teeth into my head
and still, there's no cause for concern
i said there's no cause for concern
blue eyes, real tough
surprise; no luck
fall apart again
get back up
think i found a friend -
maybe not
hit me baby, just fuck me up
just kiss me baby, fuck me up
surprise; we're back where we started
we did it all wrong, we stayed up all night
if i could take the chance - i just might
fall with me for once, make it worth a song
it's not a leap of faith if you don't trust the jump
are you really all that special?
am i really that special to you?
where'd we go, what's the location?
and how could i be found in this awkward situation
what's the matter, was it something that i said
then again, it never left my head
i swear that i'll be fine
i'll be fine in the daylight
if i change and i start to fade
and all the green in my eyes desaturate
it's my head, not my heart that's strayed
i'm sorry i keep pushing you away
you're the one at the foot of my bed
trying to keep me alive at night
using words as a comforter, you said
"i don't wanna fight, i don't wanna fight"
why can't you stay?
up against these things i can't see
they don't compare
make me believe, make me believe
i'm sorry i keep pushing
yeah, i'm sorry i keep pushing
(now you're up against the ghosts in my head, in my head)
i'm sorry i keep pushing
(now you're up against the ghosts in my head, in my head)
uh oh, here we go, it starts
up, down, 'til we fall apart
then you build it back
until i crack
it's just too hard
uh oh, here we go, you make
one more promise that you break
expectations lost
is that the cost?
have we gone too far?
'cause where we are's not
where we were heading
i know the way we go's got
questions we're dreading
yes i do
"but do you too?"'s caught under our fighting
oh well, we gave our best shot
guess therе's no place for us
uh oh, here we go, it's clear
that an end is drawing near
if you're pulling back
i'm gonna crack
why's it so hard?
uh oh, here we go, i miss
days when ignorance was bliss
aspirations lost
was that the cost?
we've just gone too far
'cause where we are's not
where we were heading
oh i hope the way we go's still
not a lost cause
because
i'm falling out of love again
i'm falling out of love again
i'm falling out of love, but then
you make me fall in love again
oh no, here we go
fall in love again
it's not to be, we can't agree
fall out of love again
so make your plea, don't see how we
could fall in love again
it's not easy to let it be
and fall in love again
but if i see you smile at me
i'll fall in love again...
wuh oh!
my lover's got humor
she's the giggle at a funeral
knows everybody's disapproval
i should've worshipped her sooner
if the heavens ever did speak
she's the last true mouthpiece
every sunday's getting more bleak
a fresh poison each week
my church offers no absolutes
she tells me "worship in the bedroom"
the only heaven i'll be sent to
is when i'm alone with you
if i'm a pagan of the good times
my lover's the sunlight
to keep the goddess on my side
she demands a sacrifice
we've a lot of starving faithful
that looks tasty
that looks plenty
this is hungry work
take me to church
i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
i'll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
offer me my deathless death
good god, let me give you my life
no masters or kings when the ritual begins
there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
in the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
only then i am human
only then i am clean
take me to church
i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
i'll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
offer me my deathless death
good god, let me give you my life
something about you is soft like an angel
and something inside you is violence and danger
i knew from the moment we met, you are a dangerous thing
when you are with me, i feel like i'm living
and living besides you can be unforgiving
i knew from the very first step, you are a dangerous thing
something about you is warm and seducive, and
when you're with me you're cold and abusive
i knew from the second we met, you are a dangerous flame
you are a dangerous flame
i don't think i know myself, without your help
oh, i wonder why have i got a heaven deep inside of me
i keep the light on, it keeps me warm
there's no end to the fall
you keep on getting better
i keep forgetting
there's no love in the end
i hope you will come
i keep on losing feathers
i keep forgetting
there's no love in the end
i don't know what you want
let's have a bit of fun 'til our downfall
my love, if you feel like i do right now
don't say you're on the run to the other side, my love
you say you wanna try but you never do
sugar, there's a reason why we lose
you say you wanna cry but you never do
sugar, there's a reason why we lose
i don't like you
but i love you
seems that i'm always
thinking of you
you treat me badly
i love you madly
i don't want you
but i need you
don't want to kiss you
but i need to
you do me wrong now
my love is strong now
i love you and all i want you to do
is just hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me
tighter
tighter
i want to leave you
don't want to stay here
don't want to spend another day here
i want to split now
i can't quit now
you've really got a hold on me
(you've really got a hold on me)
you've really got a hold on me
you've really got a hold on me, baby
i love you and all i want you to do
is just hold me, please (hold me)
squeeze, hold me
(hold me, hold me)
もういっそ“一緒ランド”作りましょ (by now i’d rather we build our own “togetherland”)
君とマッチアップ 乗っかって (we’ll click together, so climb aboard)
「構ってもっと 足りないの」 ("pay more attention to me, it’s not enough!”)
歌え 想い出染みた嫉妬のStyle (sing out the style of memory-tinged envy)
代わる代わる傷付けては (every time we hurt each other by turns)
「もうしない」って嘘で仲直りごっこだ (we play at reconciliation by lying “i won’t do it again”)
勘違いの騙し合い (we cheat each other with misunderstandings)
目を見ればすぐに分かるってバカみたい (they look like such fools when they say “you’ll get it once you’ve experienced it”)
“妄想”に好きって言うほど (our love is so rotten)
この愛は腐ってるんだよ (that i say i’m happy to be deluded)
早く気付いてくれよ (hurry up and realize that!)
アンドロイドガール (android girl)
をかしくなっちゃった (i’m out of my mind)
僕だけのものになった君は“誰”なの？ (i know you’re mine and mine alone, but “who” are you anyway?)
ずっとずっと信じてきたのにな (even though i’d had faith in us the whole time, the whole time...)
アンドロイドガール (android girl)
想いはなんだっけ (what is it you’re feeling again?)
君とのキスが痛くて息を閉じたの (all my kisses with you hurt so much when they closed up my throat)
ずっとずっと (it’ll always, always be this way...)
あぁ可愛いね (“oh, you’re so cute)
どうしてくれよう」 (what’s to be done about you?”)
もう疲れた (i’m tired by now of the way)
ドキドキさせるお世辞のResize (you resizing compliments makes my heart flutter)
鬱雑い鬱雑いの併合罪 (we commit the crime of saying, “shut up, shut up” at the same time)
どう期待していいのか分からなくなったよ (i didn’t know whether it was okay to have whatever hopes i wanted)
エンドロールはまだですか (have the end credits still not rolled across the screen?)
どこにいても一緒だなんてまじで痛い (“we’ll always be together wherever we go” seriously makes me wince)
“感傷”に浸っていいかな (is it okay to give myself over to “sentiment”?)
あの頃を願っていいかな (is it okay to wish i could turn back the clock?)
アリかナシか教えてよ (tell me whether those times back then exist or not!)
我儘が離れない (my selfishness won’t let you go—)
君だけは許さない (you’re the only one i won’t forgive)
アンドロイドガール (android girl)
をかしくなっちゃった (i’m out of my mind)
君だけのものになった”僕“が好きなの？ (i know i’m yours and yours alone, but do you even like “me”?)
ずっとずっと騙してきたんだね (you’ve just been deceiving me the whole time, the whole time, haven’t you?)
アンドロイドガール (android girl)
想いはなんだっけ (what is it you’re feeling again?)
錆び憑いた腕で何度僕を求めた？ (how many times did you seek me out with your rusted arms like you were possessed?)
ずっとずっと (it’ll always, always be this way...)
何度愛を再起動したって (even though i rebooted our love again and again)
ちょっとだって変われなどしない (it just can’t change, not even a little)
何度愛を再起動したって (even though i rebooted our love again and again)
ちょっとだって変われなどしないよ (it just can’t change, not even a little!)
now i can feel the darkness
it's my own fault, but you had this planned
all of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns
yeah, you make me forget who i am
your heart's a vine that i've bled trying to climb
yeah, you're making a ruin of me
try to survive, keep my spirit alive
but like a knife in the woods
yeah, you hunt down the good in me
like a knife in the woods
yeah, you hunt down the good in me
とある言葉がきみに突き刺さり (a certain word pierces your heart)
傷口から漏れ出す液を“愛”と形容してみた (i compared the fluid that leaked out of the wound to “love”)
思いやりの欠如と形だけの交尾は (lack of compassion and mating without love is)
腐れ縁のきみとあたしによく似ている (similar to the entangled relationship between us)
それでも「好き」とか (yet, “i love you”)
愛したっていいじゃないか 縛り 誰も触れないよう (what’s wrong with me loving you, bound together, so nobody can touch you)
これも運命じゃないか 消える消える とある愛世 (this is fate as well, it will disappear, disappear, our world of love)
きみがくれた涙はあたしが飲み干すから (i will drink up all the tears that you gave me)
「弱虫でもいい」と甘い嘘をくれたら 逃げ出せたのかな (you gave me a sweet lie that “it’s ok to be a coward”, have i been able to escape?)
「愛した」って言うのですか？ しがみついて藻掻くことを (is this called “i loved you”? where i struggle to cling to you
殺したっていいじゃないか きみが嫌うあたしなんて (what’s wrong with killing me, me who you hate)
愛したっていいじゃないか 縛り 誰も触れないよう (what’s wrong with me loving you, bound together, so nobody can touch you)
これも運命じゃないか 消える消える とある愛世 (this is fate as well, it will disappear, disappear, our world of love)
should i stay? should i go? should i run far away
to the point where i can't even see the universe?
i know i’m killing time
and baby that’s not fine
i’ll pack it in, pack it in, never smoke anything
never eat anything that will compromise my health
and, baby that means you, too
that means you
it’s impossible to pin-point, you were like a fat joint
i cannot remember you back in december
never gonna dissipate all of this black hate
stuck in the middle, in the middle of it of all
give it up, give it up, give it up for lent
take a break, pack it in, take it out to the bin
isn’t it counterfeit? take a hit a little bit
wasn’t it not worth it?
i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna be like this back then
yes, maybe, now it’s crazy
we’re no good for one another, no, no, no
i don’t wanna, i don’t wanna act like this
you know i wanna be free
i want to be free
i want to be free
why do we always gotta run away?
when we wind up in the same place
it's like we're looking for the same thing
same thing, yeah
do we really gotta do this now?
right here with all your friends around
in the morning, we can work it out
work it out
you know we need it like the air we breathe
air we breathe, yeah
i love you so much that i hate you
right now, it's so hard to blame you
'cause you're so damn beautiful
so damn beautiful
is it easier to stay? is it easier to go?
i don't wanna know, oh
but i know that i'm never, ever gonna change
and you know that you're always gonna stay the same
is it easier to stay? is it easier to go?
i don't wanna know, oh
but i know that i'm never, ever gonna change
and you know you don't want it any other way
it doesn't hurt me
do you wanna feel how it feels?
do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
do you wanna hear about the deal that i'm makin'?
you
it's you and me
you don't wanna hurt me
but see how deep the bullet lies
unaware, i'm tearin' you asunder
oh, there is thunder in our hearts
is there so much hate for the ones we love?
oh, tell me, we both matter, don't we?
you
it's you and me
it's you and me, won't be unhappy
and if i only could
i'd make a deal with god
and i'd get him to swap our places
you stand asking if i’m sleeping more
i shake my head, your eyes meet with the floor
i was heavy into everything, no common sense
you'll never find what you are looking for
i don't use the same pills anymore
i don't feel that false peace anymore
i only ask myself, what am i feeling for?
why every headache is a holy war
what am i now?
will i ever realize?
how you look through me
with the glow that's in your eyes
you feel like rain
the way you pool inside my brain
oh, but i love the gloom
you’re too cool to feel the same
i never wanted to be
too much for anybody
a ghost made out of your sheets, still believing
every single thing that you say i was and
every single minute that made me so young
i only wanted to be
the light that covers the street
when you fall asleep, still believing
every single part of the way that i love
every single minute that made me so young
compromises every day
passion passing, fade away
it gets harder to ignore
want it all and nothing more
obstructing exits, calling names
placing blame and saving face
i’m not screaming, i’m just loud
complications every day
it gets harder to stay
and all i want is you to leave
so you can crawl right back to me
and in the end i wish you well
but i still hope you’ll go to hell
i thought i loved you
isn’t that worth something?
well...
cause it’s too late
i did some things i'm not sure i can quite explain
cause it’s too late
i said too much and now there’s nothing left to say
i hope the fences we mended
fall down beneath their own weight
and i hope we hang on past the last exit
i hope it's already too late
and i hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
someday burns down
and i hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
and i never come back to this town again
in my life
i hope i lie
and tell everyone you were a good wife
and i hope you die
i hope we both die
i hope i cut myself shaving tomorrow
i hope it bleeds all day long
our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
we're pretty sure they're all wrong
i hope it stays dark forever
i hope the worst isn't over
and i hope you blink before i do
and i hope i never get sober
and i hope when you think of me years down the line
you can't find one good thing to say
and i'd hope that if i found the strength to walk out
you'd stay the hell out of my way
i am drowning
there is no sign of land
you are coming down with me
hand in unlovable hand
and i hope you die
i hope we both die
what have we done with innocence?
it disappeared with time, it never made much sense
adolescent resident
wasting another night on planning my revenge
all this time to make amends
what do you do when all your enemies are friends?
now and then, i'll try to bend
under pressure, wind up snapping in the end
don't want to be your monkey wrench
one more indecent accident
i'd rather leave than suffer this
i'll never be your monkey wrench
one last thing before i quit
i never wanted any more than
i could fit into my head
i still remember every single word you said
and all the shit that somehow came along with it
still there's one thing that comforts me
since i was always caged and now i'm free
don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
don't want to be your monkey wrench (fall in, fall out)
[first block is act 2, the rest is act 3]
this is weird, don't you think?
how i used to have a wife
now i've only got a roommate?
weird, don't you think?
how we used to hang so tightly
now we just can't come together on anything?
how i never thought i'd run from you
this is weird, don't you think?
how you used to have a husband
now there's just a fucking ghost in the halls
and he's trapped inside the house, yeah
he's tethered to the memories of love between these walls
and i think he's gonna linger
at least until the summer or the fall
and i think that he'll probably never really be free again
yeah, i'll probably never really be free again
now there's an angel or a demon in my room
and i confess that i can't tell the difference
she looks a lot like you
sounds a little bit like you too
if you can keep it together, keep it together, you're fine
if you can keep it together, just keep it together, you're fine
if you can keep it together, keep it together, you're fine
if you can keep it together, just keep it together, you're fine
stay away from me
changed my locks
throw away your key
i'm okay, thanks anyway
don't need another dose of your misery
strung to your vines
now i'm free like the ocean tide
everyday that you're gone
you're getting closer to where you belong
no use in coming over
this road is going nowhere
the lights are flashing danger
you've turned into a stranger
not looking for a re-up
you know i don't believe ya'
when you tell me that you're sorry for your crimes
if you listen closely
your heart is dripping gold
everything about you
is something that you stole
now you're feeling lonely
well, i told you so
if you wanna love me
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know